The line between...

This morning replying an email somehow makes me a bit 'sentimental'.

It's an usual reply actually, to my dearest friend far away in another continent. Just sharing my points of prayer really. Nothing special, but somehow in the middle, it just happen that I pour out my feelings inside. Unplanned, maybe because all this time I just kept it to myself and perhaps...couple people close to me. Kept it to myself cause I don't think people would understand. Some may wonder, some may politely seem to accept, and many don't even care. I don't care. (Previously) Don't want to talk about it, don't want to explain. Guess in keeping so long in my heart that I just want to share it out sometimes, with someone which i think i can trust.

Anyway, what really inside me is this matter : the line between the two. Never thought the song I have played over and over again for the past couple of days really explain what is in my mind. My points of thoughts. The underlying reason of my actions. Something that has been nagging in my heart all this time. Especially the bridge part...

The Line Between The Two - Mark Harris *)

A beginning and an ending, dates upon a stone
But the moment in the middle is how we will be known
Cause what defines us can be found within a line
Finding reason for our time

chorus:

And the years go by, how they seem to fly
They'll all be over soon
When our life is done, did we live and love
The way we wanted to
Cause everyday that we leave behind
Goes on to tell the truth
Of how we lived in the line between the two
The line between the two

Will I walk straight, will I be true
Will I finish strong
Will I stand up for the moment
When I could right a wrong
Because the legacy we have will never change
It's how we spend our days

chorus

I could live a life for just myself
Or I could live a life for someone else
But I'll live and die just to hear You say
Well done my son come and be with Me

chorus

*)Want to include the video showing the song, unfortunately, can't find any in YouTube. So, if you wondering about the song, just go to http://www.markharrisonline.com/. You can listen to it right away (song #5).