Of Twists and Turns

Today I come to realize something. I need to write this down so that it can be a reminder for myself of how God works in my life.

As I have been struggling with pain for the past one year, I still keeping up hope that somehow, sometime, I will be able to get rid of this pain. Thus my journey of finding the way out begin.

It started with frustration I would say. Been to so many doctors and can't find a clue. But when I finally found out, still the remedy is not easy.

After journeying from 'can't find a right doctor', till find no one willing to do the surgery, finally by God's grace, I am able to locate another doctor in another continent which I hope could do something. And it takes almost 1 year already.

And if you think how come it took so long, I would have to testify that I am very very blessed. Because I know lots of fellow sufferers spends 15, 20, even up to 30 years suffering without knowing the causes, and thus, sinking deep in pain without helps.

So yeah, I would say by the grace of God, I was still persevering, despite setbacks, and eventually, my hubby & I planned to visit this doctor. We planned for sometime already (as you know, visiting another country is not as easy as book and go).

However, things not turning up easy...first the transit town got hit by quake. We have to relocate our stay elsewhere.

And today comes the shocking news. The doctor's place, which I am scheduled to visit next week, was hit by tornado yesterday.

At first I confused, and somehow hoping that the doctor and his family will be alright. But I realize it could be another possible delay again. So far I have no idea, I am still waiting for the response from the doctor's office.

I still don't know how it will turns out. But one thing for sure, I will set my hope upon my God. Despite setbacks, twists, or turns, I believe there must be reasons for everything. Even when things don't go according our plan.

It could be miracle in the making. I am the living testimony of HIS great faithfulness.

Lord, I have no idea what Your plan is. But my heart is set on You, prepared my heart and body. Please protect the doctor's family, as well as the people there who got hit by the tornado. In Jesus' mighty name I pray, Amen.