So many times we give thanks to God for the things He gave us. Yes, I am grateful for everything He has given to me. But we often forget to thank Him for the things He never gave us. There are many incidents, when I looked back, I am grateful that He never gave me the things I wanted or desired at that time. It's been a tough journey, and all I can say when disappointment and sadness happen is only the word : "Why?" However, knowing Him and learning His lessons all these times has taught me that nothing happened without His knowing or purpose. And for every big calamities He allows to cross my path of life, He has good purposes in His mind. It might not be of my personal interest though, but it certainly for good. And just some time ago I found a beautiful song by David Meece which lyrics speak exactly what I have (over and over again) in my heart. (I attached this beautiful song for you at the end of this post).
So yeah, I would like to remind myself things He never gave me (since it's quite long, I would like to mention couple things which I am reminded over and over again to be grateful:D).
Lord, thank You for not let me born in a Christian family.
I used to envy those who do, thinking that they have a smoother sailing Christian life.
Not to mention the privilege to know you early.
No struggle just to go to worship service every week, to be involved in ministry
Nor the decision to be baptized
But now looking back, I am so grateful that you put me in my family
Though I am not born into a Christian family
I still got a chance to attend children church
And all those years when I struggle in my faith
All those tears of heart ache and discouragement
Can only be sweet milestones to show who You are
I thank You for this thing You never gave me
Yet You are not giving up on me
I can't imagine my faith journey without this very thing You never gave me
Lord, thank You for not giving me the scholarship for graduate studies
It's been a desire for me too continue my study last time
After all the long process of exams and applications
I ended up with an offer but without the scholarship
I had to make tough decision
Should I take the offer and apply for study loan
Or should I let go the offer and start all over again
I looked into Your word and consult Your wisdom
Despite the heartache of long process I bear
Despite good supports from my friends who's willing to sponsor me
Despite my long time desire to learn
I said no and move on, because Your word say so
Today I am so grateful that I didn't take the loan route
Everyday I give thanks to You that Your word protected me
And up until today, I have learnt so many things I wanted to learn before
Had I taken the post grad study, I might not learn what I've learnt today
I can't imagine my learning path without this very thing You never gave me
I still have my lists of things He never gave me...some are major, some are minor. All are the things I am so grateful for. Hopefully one day I can share again on this Thanksgiving post. But for now (two is enough and way too long already I think), let's sing and give thanks to Him for the things He never gave us:D
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