Lately, I haven't been able to blog a lot. The reason is because I was sick, very sick. However, it take some time to figure things out since the cause is not widely recognized by the mainstream medical practitioner (It took me almost 1 year to find the right doctor who is aware of the issues and can do the right diagnosis all the while I got worse throughout time).
Today I got the test result from the doctor and I realized that how I have been breathing miracle all this time. Despite all the pain and weaknesses that my body felt, God has sustained me throughout this debilitating journey. I live the truth of His strength is made perfect in my weakness (2 Cor 12:9).
I've just find out the causes, I haven't even started the treatment. As the doctor said that he is surprised to see my condition once he learned about the test result (I thought all this time my condition is already really bad, but apparently it could be worse), I realized that it is only by God's grace, I can still live today despite all my weaknesses. Surely, I am experiencing miracle even though I'm still feeling sick. I thank God, not for the illness, but due to the illness, I learn a lot of things regarding health and also deepen my understanding of His loving character. Indeed, He is good, wonderful, and loving God.
So, I want to share with all of you one of my fave songs:
Lord, thank You for sustaining me all this time. I never know how deep the miracle of Your strength until I realized how weak I am. Thank You Lord Jesus, Amen.
